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ANNYONG YOROBUUUUUN!!! *________* Long time no see~!! Happy Halloween, Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Xmas, Happy New Year, Happy Valentine's Day…! *pants*
I'm sooo sorry for my absence, specially to those who had need of me. It wasn't intended to be that long, but it was necessary.I feel horribly guilty looking at the vicious numbers of my inbox, I ow thousands of apologies and far too many thank you's, I hope a superficial explanation can suffice.
It's hard to explain becausehonestlyIdontwantto but to put it in the simplest words: I was too naive handling something and I messed up. I wasn't as affected until 3 months later where I realized I was bound to spend more time with myself to understand, forgive and laugh at my mistake(s) so while going out to do that I ended up abandoning all social communities and getting them out of my daily routine…That wasn't intentional.
My time away did paid off, it's all so much better now! I made a pleasant improvement with my self and I'm super happy about it…though I wish I could say the same for my art. "What I messed up" affected my art greatly, I haven't been able to make quality artworks for the past 7 months, only sketches and simple CGs. Plus my vision has been failing me lately so I can't afford to spend too much time drawing.
I'm not posting this journal to let you know that I'll be active again, because I'm not. I just realized how long I've been gone for, and how much I miss you. Plus, I got a job as a graphic artist/Jr technician consultant, so from tomorrow on I'll work all day and go to school at night (I'm currently very stressed, but hopefully I'll manage!). I'm sorry I haven't reply to e-mails and Skype requests. I did wrong in leaving without proper notice, I can only hope you could forgive me for being such an irresponsible artist and selfish friend.
I'll try my best to visit and get up to date with everyone, I'll be uploading the few things I've been able to work on too, but nevertheless, my hiatus is likely to be for few more months longer. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you very much for caring for me. I began skimming through your notes 10 minutes ago and now my cheeks are starting to hurt from chuckling and smiling. Really, thanks a whole lot. ; v ;